"Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life..." -Psalm 23:6

"Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life..." -Psalm 23:6

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

In His hands...

I recently signed up for these AIR1 verses of the day. As I was running late for work this morning, finally strolled into my classroom and sat down at my desk, I began to get my act together and get down to business. Before I started on my last set of student reports, I decided to check my email. As I opened this one, exhausted, I closed my eyes and said to myself "Lord, please speak a Word to me, you know how much I need it today." 

Then I read... "Though they stumble, they will never fall, for the Lord holds them by the hand." (Psalm 37:24) All I could think as I reluctantly got out of bed this morning was how unsuccessful I feel sometimes, whether it be me getting behind on tasks at work, not showing my family how really thankful I am for them, forgetting a friend's birthday, or just not being who I know I am called to be... it was like the Enemy was shooting every negative thought of defeat into my head. Then, in this moment our sweet God reminded me of His perfect Grace and unconditional Love.

"Though they stumble"... though I may get frustrated and distracted, miss deadlines, ignore a phone call, lie or misrepresent myself, or insult a friend or coworker...

"they will never fall"... I will never be forgotten or destroyed or defeated; I will always be remembered and forgiven and loved...

"for the Lord holds them by the hand."... because our God, the creator of the universe, loves me enough to grab hold of me tightly. The same hands He used to make me are the same hands he uses to take me through every day, situation, trouble, and trial. I can't help but picture myself as a little girl holding my daddy's hand as we walk, knowing that no matter what happened, he would be there to lift me out--all I had to do was not let go. 

I am so thankful that I serve a God who knows the ins and outs of my days, my innermost thoughts, emotions, and fears; and loves me the same. Holding my hand the entire way.